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Name: don (fattie dum dum)
Birthday: 7/26/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: basketball,football,food,cars,and guitar oh yeah how can i forget CEC!!!!! MOUNTAIN BIKING!
Expertise: hmmmm... screaming YYAA!! and picking my nose and im pretty good at farting, getting hurt and drinking coke and go crazy. i am somewhat immune to pain i think... and you arent cool unless you go to cec!
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Other
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AIM:  Don Luong
AIM:  FUJIWARA86trueno
Member Since:
3/27/2004
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| whoa xanga...  this is ancient, i have no idea what to post about.
but i haven't posted in SO long hehe...anyways...
GO JABBAWOCKEEZ!!!
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| wow... I haven't updated this thing in awhile haha... does anyone still read xangas'?
Anyways, Mother's day a day the nation decides to appreciate their mother... it's a sweet thought and good way to express our feelings to our mothers'. However, shouldn't we love our mother EVERYDAY not just a day that the government has reserved for us to?
Mother's day has always been an awkward day for me... from watching classmates in grade school make those cards that the teacher makes us do to just watching everyone get stoked about hanging out with "mom". In case some of you guys don't know I do not live with my mother, and I don't really get along with her either, let alone do i see her... it is very rare. So when mother's day comes rolling by, I'm not to sure what to think or say or feel... just mixed feelings... I now realized that I won't ever get to know how it is to have a mother growing and sharing a mother and son relationship. I won't know what it's like to scream for mom when I think there are monsters under the bed, or going to the store with mom. but thats ok...
When mother's day comes by I know I should be thankful for my Auntie who has basically been that "mother" I've never had. So i guess this was the first year i've done something "special" for my aunt... even though it was just as simple as telling her i loved her and gave her a card. I'm still new at this give me a break.
Some of you may know... it's hard for me to be angry at people or at least for along time. I guess God hasn't given me the gift to hold grudges (teehee). I guess I am friendly, most the time. haha, but there's just something I kinda have against my own mother... I don't really enjoy being around her and she frustrates me alot of the time. I kinda have a grudge against my mother... its not bad its more of a "I don't really want to see you." kind of grudge... and for some reason I can't really let it go...
With some thinking and a lecture (you know who you are and thank you!) I guess I gathered up the courage to call my mother and tell her happy mother's day and that I love her even though I don't really show it. However, my mother was no where to be found... I wasn't too surprised... I never seem to be able to locate my mother. I didn't give up after just ONE call... but I called SIX times... wasn't ever there when I called... but at least I tried right?
With all this thinking... I think they should have a national Auntie's Day 
Well, I hope the rest of you guys had a better mother's day than I did.
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| I found this to be to be quite interesting. We were discussing this in our Sunday school class. Probably one of the Sundays I actually paid attention in. hehe... so here it is.
"One night I had a dream...
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with
the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes
from my life. For each scene I noticed two
sets of footprints, one belonged to me and the
other to the Lord.
When the last scene of my life flashed before
me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my
life, there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned the
Lord about it. "Lord you said that once I
decided to follow you, you would walk with me
all the way, but I have noticed that during the
most troublesome times in my life there is only
one set of footprints. I don't understand why
in times when I needed you most, you should
leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering."
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that i carried you."
I found this very interesting and encouraging. When I think about it, it is very true. Sometimes when things aren't going as planned, sometimes I will question the Lord, "Where are you when I need you?"
but also when i am going through these "tough" times. there always seems to be a sweet ending at the end. why? after reading the above i now know. Jesus already died on the cross for us. BUT still Jesus is still continuing to "suffer" for us. I don't believe the Lord is happy when we are sad. He has done so much for us, yet we are still not satisfied? The Lord still suffers by carrying us through out "tough" times. Taking all the weight off your shoulders and putting it on his own. Taking the "bullet" for us. How freakin' AWESOME is that (not making God suffer) but like to have someone who cares so much to the extent of taking our troubles away from us?!? I REALLY liked this whatever you call it haha. This encouraged me alot, because I have been going through some trials, though I try not to think about it too much. Now I can look at it like this, God is going to make something good out of this. When it is all over, I will be stronger. God knows exactly what he is doing.
Becoming a Christian doesn't mean that all our problems will be solved. I think alot of people forget that. Everyone has their trials and obstacles whether they're Christian or not. But having the Lord with you assures that you are taken care of and that you will make it through whatever it is. I hope you guys enjoy this thing as much as i have.
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| this cd is pretty freaking good!
EASTER CHOIR was FUN! Y'all should try it next time! perhaps Christmas Cantata? Happy Early Easter Y'all. hope you have a EGGie day tomorrow haha.
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so after getting rejected from SDSU and not applying to csu long beach and fullerton.
haha many of you guys have shown sympathy and saying yea college isnt
everything and it doesnt matter what college i go to and how i get where i need
to be. i thought maybe its time for me to remove the "curtain" now. i
act like an idiot and i prolly dont look like a book nerd. but yea, ive did my
fair share of work at school and ive pulled through. SDSU did NOT reject me,
but i dont wanna go there. however, long beach has for what reason i do not
know. fullerton has opened arms to me. and my dream school was UCLA studying
business economics...
i guess dreams DO come true. 
i am going to be a BRUIN!
UCLA... here i come!
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